You know that moment when you get tired of being alive. That moment when you feel as if you are a lab rat encaged that eats, drinks, sleep and keeps on running in the hamster wheel. Sometimes you do not see any purpose for why are you even alive, what is the purpose of being in this world, because you do nothing new or purposeful. You just wake up, eat, drink, pray, talk, watch, sleep et. al each and every day without any substantial change and you wonder; what’s the point… And keep on wondering, you see nothing.
What should we do at such moments, I personally do not know, and I suppose most of us do not know. Majority of us does not even think this way. It is a serious issue for me because it drives me crazy to be living a purposeless life. I sometimes feel lost somewhere, while traveling through life. May be I have taken some wrong turn that is why I do not see or find what I am suppose to be doing because life is never sitting and waiting for your goal to come to you rather it is the other way around.
We feel alone only when we do not know what we are suppose to be doing. No matter how happy you get, how busy you are with friends and family; you do not feel it in your heart for you are ignorant of what you are suppose to be doing and at that moment you feel anxious, uneasy as if you are wasting your time but then you realize you don’t have anything to do, you do not have a purpose.
So I feel that one should always find something he can set as his first step towards his purpose or at-least work on it until he finds what his purpose is. It does not have to be grand like saving humanity or anything like it. You can always start from a negligible point. Something that might not be significant but something that gives you the first step. Remember that sometimes the world is like dark cave all you need is a streak of light to follow, a streak that guides you towards the light. That streak may not lead you to the source of light but it would get you out of the dark. So my dears never lose hope or give up. There is always a bright day awaiting at the end of each dark night.